Tonight was our third day of stims, or “Jab Time” as we like to call it in the Shanahan household.
I asked Bryan to administer the Gonal first because the Menopure burns and I would rather save the pain for last. For whatever reason, the Gonal shot was super painful tonight. Painful on the way in, during, and on the way out. I am wondering if it was because we chose to administer it on the right side, the side that typically takes the Menopure? Whatever the reason, ouch…
This is another time I am beyond grateful to have the support of the IVF community. You will see my new best friend pictured here, my lady buzzer. This life saver came from a recommendation by my IVF sister Nicole (two mentions!). She has ice pack wings, and vibrates when activated (not for that, get your mind out of the gutter). This little lady took so much of the discomfort away from the Menopure shot tonight. Tomorrow I will use her for BOTH…lesson learned!
In the interest of full disclosure, I did shed a few tears during Jab Time this evening. I wasn’t expecting the discomfort with BOTH shots…that really threw me off. My tears were especially hard for Bryan. He doesn’t like to see me in pain, and blames himself because he is the one holding the needle. The truth is, he is doing an amazing job and I am eternally grateful for his constant support and needle sticking. I would NOT be able to do this to myself. Actually, yes I would because I a strong woman…but I sure am glad I don’t have to.
Tomorrow we head to the doctor BRIGHT and early for morning monitoring. This happens every 2-3 days, and you can walk in the office any time between 6-8 am. Typically I like to get there before 6:30 so that I can get to work on time, but tomorrow is Sunday so we might stretch it to 7-scandalous, I know! During monitoring I get blood drawn and have an ultrasound to see how everything is going/how my body is reacting to the medicine. My nurse will call me sometime tomorrow to either adjust the medicine or tell us to keep going as is. Fingers crossed these follies are growing!
#IVF Strong (even when I cry)